As I sought the Lord, He began revealing to me that fear was called out multiple times in my dream because each one correlated to a separate deep fear that I harbored. These fears would keep me from following the destiny road of God’s calling on my life. It was when I asked God to uncover these root fears, that He began to reveal what had been deeply hidden:
–I had a fear of not being accepted. This manifested in being worried and controlled by what others thought of me, which was rooted in the lie that my value was based on my performance.
-This resulted in trying to keep up appearances and wearing a mask of perfectionism. –I had a deep fear of rejection based on rejection from my past.
–I feared being out of control. Control was a way that I self protected and felt safe.
–I feared failing because that reflected back on my worth as a person.
–Additionally, Jesus revealed that I had a generational stronghold that involved a cycle of anger, fear and control under the shroud of secrecy and silence.
Our Father was so gentle and kind as He began to address these fears individually to set me free from the cords that bound me and held me back from the road He had called me to.